So I originally planned to only do one blog per day... but I need to write about this. I need to write it for myself in the future, and for anyone else who thinks God doesn't do small things as well as big things.
Tonight I was struggling with a lot of internal things of the flesh. I guess external as well in a way? I don't know, not the point. The point is I get so upset at myself because I can never be perfect. When pride, lust, lies, jealousy, etc are prominent in our lives, we don't want to think about the Holy Spirit convicting us. Our flesh wants to sin, and it usually wins. Well tonight I was feeling like a complete failure because I haven't been where I needed to be with God. I begged God for His forgiveness for my straying, and I went to Pandora to listen to some good deep Christian songs. I asked God to have a song for me.
And you know what? He did. And He sang to me.
Beloved - Tenth Avenue North
"Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
Give me your life
Lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from me
You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
It binds you to me
It's a mystery
Love of my life
Look deep in my eyes
There you will find what you need
I'm the giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh come running home to me yeah I
You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
and Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
and it binds you to me yea now now
Well you've been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers it won't satisfy
Won't you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips
And you'll taste new life
You're my beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
Our Love it unites us
it binds you to me"
Nothing else need be said.
Friday, April 24, 2009
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